God Be Praised

I find myself writing out of excitement and energy. This is the first night in a while that I have actually felt well. Sunday afternoon naps are the best. :)

So much has gone on in the last few weeks and there is so much more to come.

My family flies out at 4am friday morning for my aunts wedding and starting the packing process today made me realize how excited I am for the trip. Then I also realized how nervous I am about flying. Hopefully all will go smoothly will the flight as I am sure God will have his hand on everything.

It has been kind of crazy this past week trying to get ready for our trip and then finding out that I perforated my other eardrum which means both of my ears are now perforated. We are planning on getting a second opinion once we get back from our trip and hopefully they will provide some insight as to any other option besides surgery. For now it is antibiotics to hopefully get rid of the infection. It felt nice to actually have a little bit of my energy back tonight.

It was a lovely afternoon visiting a friend at his graduation party and then spending some time chatting with a new friend that God has placed in my life. I went home smiling after talking with her.

Not to mention I think I am actually truly liking someone for the first time...perhaps that has something to do with making my heart feel the way it does. Its so crazy to be in the position I am now; a lot of heart searching has made me realize some things and by realizing that I can be loved I actually find myself in a place where I am okay with liking someone else. :)

I have seen so many opened doors of opportunity for photography and I am amazed at God's blessing. So happy that He works even in the smallest of details.

Thanks to God and his provisions I find myself in a genuinely happy place. I am learning I can stand on my own and that God will provide strength and blessing at just the perfect times.

He has surrounded me with people who love me and are very dear to my heart.

So much more that I don't even know how to put into words. Perhaps eventually all that tumbles around in my head will find a way to make sense and then I will share it with you.